| WORLD PLEASE END |
[Mar. 2nd, 2007|10:27 pm] |
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Today finally, I realized why I have been so pissed as of late. The day started off like any other day. I woke up again, but this time my alarm didn't go off again I was tryin to figure out what the fuck was going on, but I finally realize what it was. Someone turned off the sound, I was kinda in aww. I'm kinda thinking it was Kowalchuk, trying to pull of some sort of joke, but that seems like a pretty big joke. Not sure what it was, maybe I turned it off in the middle of the night. Either way my mental alarm went off and I got up, doing my usual routine, waking up was easy. I got picked up at the usual time and we headed off to the Friday safety meeting, Joy, I had this feeling though it was going to be different because of Husky having to shut down all ground disturbance and I felt that alot of people would show up to find out what was going on and that they would elaborate on it. Wow was I wrong, it seemed they had the smallest attendance ever and they never said anything on what was happening with the AEUB. Whatever, it still was the best meeting because it was short. Soon as the meeting was over I was out, I hate standing around looking like a quaker, me and Kelly met the new band aid, wow am I smooth as usual, soon as we quit talking with her, I jetted, she was just kinda standing there looking to talk to someone, but smooth old me, I just fucked off. Whatever. I waited in the truck for what felt like thirty mins and Kelly came roaming in and happy as ever because he got a near miss award. Yay. He then tried to tell me to start reporting some near misses so that I can win a prize. Not happening, I am not a rat, nor will I ever be. He went on about that for a good amount of time, but I kinda just ignored him, I am sure he thinks I was being a dick about it, and I kinda hoped he would realize I was, That is not like me, and I kept thinking twice about what I was doing and why I was doing it, but I couldn't figure it out, alot of people have been telling me that I have been kinda grumpy lately, and now I was starting to realize it. Eventually I just fell asleep in the truck and we were well on our way. The drive was only like thirty minutes, but all sleep is good sleep in my mind. Arriving at the site I was well awake. I felt that I would get everything ready ASAP. Because the faster we get all the work done, the faster we get the fuck out of dodge, which has been my motto as of late. Even if we weren't leaving that day from that job, we might be done late tommorow or something. After I got everything ready we had to wait because we hadn't signed a permit, and of course while I was getting everything ready, Kelly was off flirting it up with the band aid, I was really kinda getting sick of his antics, and was kinda wishing he had the work ethic that I had so we could get this done faster, I was wondering if he was evening seeing what I had been doing for the past few days, whatever. Eventually the foreman showed up (Perry) and he told us that we could get to work because the inspector was going to be there till really late. Fine with me, the faster we get to work the better. We worked hard till coffee break, which we nearly missed. I couldn't of cared if we would of missed it, but Kelly wouldn't hear of it. The day seemed to sorta fly by, we got alot done, and after lunch Kelly came up to me to give me a fresh breath of life. He told me that it sounds like we were getting the weekend. I was nearly in shock, my attitude went from Wanting to kill someone to, Happy As Ever. So we worked hard till last coffee, and at that point Kelly called up the next foreman who we were going to be working for on Monday. He told Kelly that he was going to need us for Sunday. I wasn't that pissed, I was just happy to be off for one day atleast, that meant I was going to miss Sunday night hockey, which pissed me off, but still meant that I would get to see UFC and stay up all night Friday doing whatever I wanted to do and Saturday to do nothing but sleep the day away. I still was blazing. After coffee we were both still so in the clouds that we figured we would finish early and head in early, the day was looking great indeed. I slept most of the way home but awoke nearly at the shop, Kelly had an idea, to head in to drop the garbage off. Whatever, I wasn't sure what time it was and I kinda figured we would waste alot of time there, but whatever I was getting Saturday off. As we were rolling into the shop, the radio started buzzing saying that we were suppose to be heading up to Fort Mac tommorow. Kelly was confused, he figured that they were confused and that they mixed up the days. At which point he called the foreman to confirm. The foreman picked up to say that he needed us tommorow morning bright and early up in Conklin or something to build something. I was so in shock I was just WHAT THE FUCK? How do you take my dreams and crush them like that, every fucking time, I just wanted to quit on the spot. Kelly was pissed too, but he was like what do you do? Not much really. My attitude went back to where it was in the morning, and it remains there it seems. Once I got home, well all my plans changed. Bryce had called me to leave me a message, so I called him up asap, I told him about my day and how shitty it was and how I wanted to end the world. He didn't really care he was already playing WOW. I was also starting to think about that how it was destroying my life again, I mean how I have been playing it so much and well it was starting to get on my nerves, because it was leaving me with no time to do anything else but play that game. I headed over to Bryce's soon as I got back nearly once I got over there he was all about going on another run with Brad, and that seemed to be he was all about. I brought a Dvd over for Kyle with Borat on it and he watched that while we played Wow, I was kinda watching it in the background and it seemed hilarious. After the movie, I had to make my exit because I was getting sick of wow and I had to get my car washed, so I headed out saying to Bryce that I would be on Wow later and that we would run something. Once I got home, I went on my comp to find those two clowns already on wait for me to run something, I said I was down. We started to run it, and I was just getting sick in my mind, saying that this was going to be my night doing this? Fuck that, I told them mid run that I couldn't take it anymore. I walked. Never felt better about that either. I am really skeptical about going back either, I think I will go back to just hit 70, and that will be it. I had checked my myspace once I was done that shit and seen that I had some new messages, it was definaltly up lifting, I am feeling better, but I know by tommorow morning I will be in the killing mood again. |
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| As Darkness Falls |
[Dec. 31st, 2006|10:22 pm] |
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I awoke that next morning feeling great, with the ammount of alcohol that I drank there is no way I should of felt that good. Stevenson rolled over and looked at me and said you goign to live? I was fine I told him, he was almost in shock and couldn't wonder how. It was roughly eleven again. Got up and took a shower, called Zeke up and asked him about the night, being as I couldn't remember most of it, he told me some stories and so did Eric as we all went down for breakfast. Down at breakfast someone commented on my Ohio shirt again, he was from Ohio and he began talking to us about this and that and it was nice to meet new people, later we said we would see him around. We never seen him again that trip, that was begining to be the trend with this trip though, we would meet new people and they would disappear the next day, with everyone going to a different bar each night or doing something else, it was understandable why. After we were done breakfast we went and picked up the tickets from Ronaldo for the Coco Bongo. It was sure to be a great hit, we then hit the pool as we always did. So we sat by the pool bullshitting like we did everyday, nothing really had changed other then the day, I mean everyone seemed to be there to relax and we just couldn't do it, we were there to party, no matter how bad we felt in the morning. So after talking for what felt like forever, we went and had lunch and by which point it had become later in the day, because lunch for us was like 3-4. We then headed back to our room because Zeke wanted to go workout and we figured we would find something to do. As we headed back to the room we realized we recieved another message, YES! Zeke's message got through to them, they said basically they were happy that we were going to the Coco Bongo and that we would hopefully meet in line. I told Zeke we would try and call them later and hopefully they would be in their room. After doing nothing for like an hour, me and Stevenson went back to the room to find Zeke still not done, then we kinda realized after reading a note that was left in our room that we might not be getting supper tonight, atleast I realized it. At about 6 we went down to the restaurant to eat as usual, and they told us there is a resevation that has to be made, whats the earliest we could get in? 9. Well that was out being as we had to leave 930. What the hell we were going to do for food? Zeke got a fantastic idea. Order Pizza Hut, in Mexico, crazy. We did anyway. So we went back to the room to wait for it to arrive, while we were there, I figured we should call them again. It was my turn. I called and Anne picked up, I asked her if she wanted to meet somewhere, and after a little deciphering, we decided to meet at the Corona bar, because it was close and it is nearly always abandonded. So after eating our Mexican pepperoni pizza. Which was damn good BTW. We had a few pre-drinks but nothing was fazing us, it was getting close to the time to go, so we were off. No one knew what this night was to hold. The cab driver was quite good, never offered us drugs this trip, damn. We got there a bit early which was all good, because we weren't really sure where the corona bar was. It wasn't too far from Coco Bongo's after all, so we went outside and started waiting, it was slowly getting later, and later, I was starting to think they weren't going to show, finally after nearly twenty minutes I told Zeke to go scower the line to see if he could find them. Just as he walked over in the direction of the line I could see Adrian walking towards us. She told us that the line was insanely long and that Anne went to hold a spot, realizing that there was two lines, we found out that we each had different tickets and that we were probably going to get in first. We came up with a plan that we would meet somewhere inside. As we were getting closer to the front of the line, we could see them just getting inside, WTF? I thought we had VIP tickets. We later learned that they got in because they were in the wrong line up and the bouncer just let them through because they had waited so long in the wrong line. Either way we still had like ten minutes before they were going to let us in. We finally got in and headed for where they said we would meet. We got lucky though and they were right at the enterance pretty much waiting for us. I greeted Anne and she seemed kinda Iffy, That's not the word i'm looking for, but I was picking up bad vibes already. I mean why did she leave her number then? Either way I played dumb, and told her to lead me to the action, we got out into the middle of the dance floor and it was packed already. We got there early enough that the show hadn't started yet. So we tried to get some drinks, yeah that wasn't going to be easy with this crowd. Somehow though, when I went up to get drinks, the bartender knew me. I was nearly shocked, but from what I can remember he was the one pouring boob shots for me. He gave me a couple of drinks and I tipped him big, and told him it will be happening all night. I came back with I don't know what, but they were sweet, Anne and Adrian already had drinks, So I gave one to Zeke and one to Eric. The show was about to start, things were really sketchy now, but as far as I was concerned I was a wingman, I was there to help Zeke. Once our drinks died, Anne's had too, so she was goign to get another one by herself because she said you can only get one at a time, she came back with a beer and I went up to get something, once again my favorite bartender was there, he gave me 3 of whatever they were. I came back and Anne was like WTF? It made me laugh. After a couple of shows the clock to midnight was getting close and I wasn't nearly drunk enough to do anything stupid yet, or neither was she, I mean we weren't even grinding yet. Just before midnight, I went and got us all beers this time, because the girls were running low and I seemed to be the only one who could get them, yeah right. Finally the clock was about to hit midnight and I knew I had to make a move at that point, so I put my arm around her and she was down with it, I mean who wants to be alone when that clock strikes, no one. At which point we were back to where we began. Midnight hit, they really didn't do much for New Year's just the countdown. They then started putting shows back on, after a few shows, the bartender I knew was walking through the crowd and he pointed over to me and asked if I was alright, I said I needed some more beers and he said they were on the way. Anne was like Do you know that guy? And I told her I must of met him somewhere. hehe, I never really expected the beers to come because it was so packed, but low and behold, Stevenson taps me on the shoulder and starts handing me beers, I was in aww, so was everyone. The night kinda went on like that we were grinding and winding, and so on. Then out of nowhere, ROD STEWART. THEE ROD STEWART was at the coco bongo club, drinking with us. Crazy, they pulled him up on stage and made him play some songs, wow. and he was sitting like 10 feet away from us. Now i'm not a Rod Stewart fan, but crazy that he was even there. So after he sang a few songs, he kinda dissapeared and they put on this crazy light show, where they turned off all the lights and threw glow sticks every where, I put one on, Stevenson put on like 6, He got so many that he started throwing them back at them, lol. He was definatly being hilarious. At one point when Rod Stewart was on, He was like what song should I play next. Stevenson started yelling FREEBIRD! What a clown, lol. After the light show which was quite amazing, they put another show on, and then Rod Stewart got the spotlight on him and he was standing, right beside us, holy shit. Anne was freaking, it was crazy. He got up on the bar with his son and a bunch of ladies and started dancing, nice. The YMCA came on and he was doing that with the crowd. It was a great show. He eventually disappeard again, I mean the night was flying by, I was trying to keep occupied on the show, but it was hard to take my eyes off of Anne, I'm sure that if I was more intoxicated, I wouldn't of even seen most of the show. Eventually Stevenson came up to me and told me he was leaving. Ok... The area we were dancing in was such a pain because people kept passing by, having to go to the bathroom, it was a really crappy spot for that, but it was still immensly fun. A bunch of Asian guys were dancing around us, I was giving them high fives and such, but they were they too party, and that's what the club was about. One of them was dancing on the bar and he went to pull his friend up, and fell off, he got snapped, I was just Holy Fuck, I tapped him on the shoulder and asked if he was alright, he was fine, eee. The night seemed to be coming to close at this point and Anne asked me if we could go somewhere and leave them alone, Good, just what I was thinking, Yeah I said, but when she went to tell Adrian, she didn't wanna leave her friend, understandable, in this city. Anne said she was feelign pretty stuffy in there and that she wanted to leave, I had no idea what time it was, so I said Ok. We got outside and found it was like 330-400. The night was still so young, it was dark out still and that can't happen. We got down to the front of the mall, which was where the Hard Rock Cafe, huge guitar was. Me and Anne just sat there talking while Zeke and Adrian went over to a bench and were talking. We talked for what felt like 2 minutes, but turned out to be two and a half hours, during that time, this drunk came up to me and Anne and was trying to tell us a story, but we couldn't make out any of it, it was really WTF? I just nodded my head most of the time and he eventually, said he was sorry for taking up our time, seemed like a nice guy, just a little to much to drink that night. It was nice to sit there and talk with Anne that long, I felt it made things so much better, because of my great act of me leaving on the first night we met. Anne said she was getting really tired and although she had a great time she needed to go home. We kinda dragged Adrian and Zeke away from their bench, and hopped in a cab, once we got there resort, I hugged Anne and told her, Happy New Year, I wasn't going to push it any further, because I don't know if she wanted me too. Me And Zeke got back in the Cab, and we headed back to the resort, it was like six thirty by the time we got back to the resort. Once there we got jewed on the cab ride, I think we payed like 40 bucks because the guy was a dick. Either way we got back to the resort and there was people still up, well only like two people we seen, I went back to Zekes room because I said I was hungry, I had a slice of pizza and we talked about the night. I looked out the balcony and it was amazing to see the sun come up in paradise. I went back to the room and Stevenson was out of it, I wrapped a towel around my head to sheath the light and went to bed. Oh what a night. |
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| Fucking Fine |
[Dec. 30th, 2006|10:22 pm] |
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All Night long I was having crazy dreams or else they were just thoughts, I mean I was picturing what happend for Zeke's night, that he finished off what he started, or that he got both of them. I mean I was feeling so jealous, and I remember telling myself why are you feeling jealous, if you are the one who was trying to set this all up. That made me feel a little better, but not much. I awoke at around 11 I believe it was, to find Stevenson still not moving, he must of really gotten smashed, because he was up early the last night. I kinda leaned over to him and woke him up, we started discussing the night and he was kinda in aww. I later found out that he had walked back from the Coco Bongo, and it took him nearly an hour and a half. That would of been a crazy walk. I started wondering if Zeke made it back, or if he went to their resort, so I obviously had to call him. He picked up on nearly the second ring and he seemed pretty out of it. I was like what the fuck are you doing home and what happend during the night? He said he had a great time, but he couldn't seal the deal, because the other girl who I was trying to be with was kinda in distraught he said because I left, he said she went looking for me and everything. Wow, now I started to feel bad, crazy how emotions can flip flop on you like that. He said after she never found me she felt kinda bad all night and was down and kinda just wanted to go home. So that is what transpired, they went home and Zeke went the other way. Fuck. All was not lost though, because Anne (Which I found out, was the name of the girl, I was with) was smart enough to leave Zeke her room number and resort name, so we had a chance to call them atleast. I told Zeke I was coming up too redeem myself. Stevenson was still tired so he stayed in the room, I went up and attempted to call them, but the phone wouldn't dial out, so I had to go down to the front desk to figure out how to, while I was down there I got the number of the resort and I was off. Coming back, this time I was calling. I called and got through to what I hoped was there number, I left a message saying how it was us and if they got the message to call us. We then headed down to the pool and all day long I was hoping they were going to call us. Me and Zeke kinda remembered that they were going to the coco bongo for New Year's and we were thinking that might be the way to go. We had the Booze Cruise posted for that, but we never knew what that would entail, so we kinda figured maybe we should make that for tonight and Coco Bongo for New Year's, we thought we were going to have to convince Stevenson into that, but he ablidged quite easy, which was a great thing, because sometimes he can be a stick in the mud. So we went and switched that around and we were going on the Booze Cruise tonight. We then sorta just sat by the pool talking and talking about the night and what was great about it, never did I speak of my shame. They knew of my trip to the Whore House, but that was as far as it was going. Come late in the evening, we prepped up and got ready to go on this cruise, it was probably 530 when we left the room. We went and got a snack each, since the buffet wasn't open yet and that we had to leave before it started. We hailed a cab a little after six and arrived at the destination. Standing in line for this cruise seemed kinda sketchy, alot of locals were there and we were kinda thinking they were there for another ship or something. As we actually got on the boat, we realized we were wrong, it was mostly locals and a few tourists. We borded the ship after what felt like forever, once we got on the ship they gave us each a drink, which I couldn't tell if it even had alcohol in it. We took to the top deck and they had us kinda assigned seated and we kinda sat in the middle of the action, we waited for the rest of the passengers to board and then we were off, once we got further out into the ocean, they kinda pulled all the chairs out of the center, which is where we were sitting and made everyone dance, I was alright starting to feel it, so I joined in, Stevenson and Zeke sat off. We did some dancing games for a bit and then some competitions between men and women, it was kinda fun, but I was really drunk enough to enjoy them without my friends, after a little bit I went and sat down to find alot more beer at our table, I really wasn't feeling great about the beer, but I drank it anyway. A little bit later, some Pirates attacked the boat, which was part of the show, nothing special, but whatever. At which point we landed on an island to have a meal, which was a damn good thing because I was starving, maybe the food would do me good. So as we ate they put on a show with a band and eventually pulled some people out of the crowd to interact. I really wanted to get going so I started drinking alot more, and was starting to feel it, by which point we were about to rebored the ship, so far this trip wasn't worth going on, and I was hoping those girls we met were having a better time then us and that they were actually going to call us. As we reboarded the ship I told myself I was going to have a good time no matter what the cost, so we got on the ship and went to the corner to sit down, yay. Finally I got up and jumped in where everyone was dancing, I started dancing with this chick that looked like Aretha Franklin, yeah if you know who that is, far from good, and not good from a far. I didn't care though, she was there to have a good time and so was I, so we started dancing and people were getting rocked by the waves, it was really fun, met some people from New York on the floor and it's good meeting new people, I wasn't sure what those two were doing, but if they wanted to sit there then let them. I'll tell you this, the drive back felt like 5 minutes compared to the drive there that felt like hours, funny how time flies when your having fun. So once we docked once again, I knew what was going to arrise, and ofcouse Aretha wanted to take me out, I kinda told her I would meet her off ship, and see how that worked out, I found those two clowns and of course there first words, What were you doing? And I had a little more to drink, and I was like whatever, I had fun. On the way off the ship I was just blazing, I was having a great time, I never waited for Aretha, as for those guys would of killed me. We hailed a taxi and the night was still so young, so we headed back to the resort, It was only like 1130 by the time we got back to the resort, and I wanted to hit the disco if it was happening, we walked by and it looked allright, nothing great, but better then the first night. So they wanted to go back up to the room and I wanted to go to see if those chicks called, now this may of either made or breaked my night/trip. We walked into the room and the phone was...... BLINKING, MESSAGE. YES. I was jumping now, I told Zeke I was finding out about this shit now. Called down to the desk and figured it out, got the message to find that Anne and Adrian, were goign to Senior Frogs, and it was kinda too late for us to do that, but that we should meet them at Coco Bongo for New Year's if we couldn't make that. I was just in aww. At this point we had to go to disco. I told Zeke the news and ran down to my room to get Stevenson to go to the disco. He was happy to hear the news and was ready to go to the Disco, I told him Zeke would meet us down there, and that we should get down there, so once we got there I told Eric I would lead him in and he would just have to take it down, he was just laughing, he knew I was drunker then him and that it wasn't going that way, but either way I danced my way in as I always do, and danced out to the bathroom, I came back in to hear him saying smooth, I went and got some drinks, I was dancing, I didn't care. I started dancing with these chicks that were on our plane from Edmonton that seemed they were there to relax and not really party, but I mostly chatted with them, Zeke eventually showed up and he was standing in the stands with Stevenson. I was going around the dance floor like a clown, I was having fun, meeting people, but I was sweating up a storm, hot, hot. Finally I remember going to get drinks from the bartender, but I said anything but, beer, and for him to make me some concoctions, I think he was trying to put me on my ass, because I remember him pouring one that was 75% liquor, fine, ill take that challenge. I can't tell you what he made me, people were asking me, and I told them if I knew I would tell them but I had no idea, they were good none the less. Finally I remember him making one that was so good that I had to have Zeke try it, and he said it was good, which means I was still not that drunk, I remember going up to the bartender and asking him what it was called and he said it was a Maimi Vice, but that wasn't it. Whatever I was drunk and I thanked him and tipped him. Eventually they wanted to leave and it was starting to die so at which point we left. Eric said he was going to bed, but I wanted to call those chicks back, I was really doubting they were in there room, but that I just wanted to leave them a message saying that we got there message. I told Zeke it was his turn and that he was going to have to call. Either way we went up to Zeke's room to call them, but for some odd reason we couldn't figure out how to, I told him I would go down to the desk and find out what the fuck was going on and that I would figure it out. Which I did, on my way back I wasn't sure if he was going to wait up, but I seen his light was still on so I went over, he was kinda shocked that I even came back at all, because I was so drunk, either way we figured it out and Zeke left some sort off message, I was just hoping I wasn't too drunk that I dialed the wrong number or something. Either way the night was complete in some sort of way, I went back to the room and started bullshit with Eric and he was done, he wanted to go to sleep, I wasn't done yet, and for some reason I wanted to go see the big dipper and he kinda talked me into it, So I got redressed and went to go find it. Now how our resort worked is if you were walking around after 1 drunk, they would send you back to your room, which was shitty because I kinda had to find my way around without running into security, I really didn't know this till I ran into the first security guard and he just told me where my room was and told me to go to it, at this point I realized that some other guys might make me go back to my room. So I started sneaking, I was doing Splinter Cell Shit now, I remember one point where there was new check in's, yeah at 130 in the morning, it was real odd, but I hid behind a pillar and they just walked by me, them and a bellboy, it was really crazy, I creeped back and somehow ended up on the beach, but I still couldn't find it, so I decided that I would examine the rest of the resort and see where I would end up, I started going though odd doors and I ended up somehow at the front desk, at which point security was there and I just played dumb, I told him that someone told me my room was in the wrong area and there was mass confusion, he said he would lead me too my room, on the way there he was asking for change or something, I really couldn't understand, So I just tipped him five bucks, at first he wouldn't take it and I told him too, so he did. Once back in the room I kinda told Eric that I never found it or that I did, I really can't remember, crawled into bed, and felt great. |
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| I Still Never Could Figure That Out. |
[Dec. 29th, 2006|10:22 pm] |
I awoke today at roughly 10, not sure excatly. Seemed like 10, I got up to find Stevenson was in rough shape, worse then the shape I was in the previous day. How did this happen? Rum & Coke. Crazy bastard drinks them like they are water. I was feeling good so I figured I would have a shower and get my ass up, which I did, feeling much better yet, I had a feeling this was going to be a damn good day. Eric was still hurting bad, so I called up Zeke to see if he was still alive, found he was already up, so I told him I was coming over and let Eric sleep off that fun. Basically we came back down and got Stevenson and took him for breakfast, he was sick but he needed some food, we then headed to the pool, which is the best thing for a hang over, after a few hours it seemed like it was about time that we had to start getting ready to go on this Sea Doo hit, which was damn good because this trip was desperately dieing and something needed to save it. So we left the hotel and hailed a cab, which I thought was going to be more difficult then it was, it was extremely easy. The cabs are alot crazier down here then they are in Canada, We found the place with ease, seemed kinda sketchy when we got there, they got us into our life jackets and made us sign an agreement, that made me kinda queesy, because I have never driven a Seadoo before, they told us before the ride that we would not be snorkling because the wind was too bad and the waves would be affecting it too bad, that sucked. Once we got going on those Seadoo's though it made it all better, I was in the back of the pack to begin with and they were really far ahead of me, I mean I had to get a warm up on the thing before I was going to open it full throttle. It didn't take me long and I was right behind Stevenson, eventually we docked and I told Stevenson why wasn't he going faster and he said Zeke was holding him up, so after we took off, I let Zeke have anchor, and wow it was fast, Stevenson was going full throttle the entire time and we were hitting waves at like top speed, it was awesome getting the ocean spray all over myself, So refreshing, and it made me think, the people I am working with are never going to be doing this. Which made me feel pretty damn good, and I mean that was just the start of the day, the night was coming up. So the ride felt like it went by pretty fast, we got back and docked, and when we were getting dressed they brought us these crappy photos that I didn't even want, and they wanted 10 bucks for each, of course they weren't going to take no for an answer, so Stevenson just told them all we had was 10 bucks between the 3 of us, they accepted, yay. I still didn't want them, We hailed a cab and went back to the resort.
At the resort, we all got dressed, and went and ate, getting ready for what we though was going to be the night of our lives, which in some ways was. We had a few pre-drinks at the resort and then went and hailed a cab again, On the way there the driver was already offering us drugs, Wow, what kinda place was this. We got to the desitination, which was the Congo, he told us that it would be a little walk, because of the traffic, Walking there was intresting, I got offered drugs on the way in, What am I? A target? I mean I have never touched a drug in my life and these guys are all over me like I am Tony Montana. Either way at the Congo it wasn't too bad, but it wasn't too great either, it was a smaller bar and everyone seemed to be keeping to themselves, and I was kinda feeling like shit, So I knew I had to start drinking hard to get it out of me. At one point they started this game kinda, the waitress came up to me and pulled my hand to get in line and dance, whatever, this party was just getting started, I followed, by the time we got to the end of the line, they were giving us free shots of tequila, I felt so shitty, I prayed to god that it wasn't really tequila, as for I would probably puke. Luckly it was peach snapps or something like that. Wasn't too bad, Me and Zeke stayed on the dance floor for a bit, Stevenson was absent, I mean if he wasn't coming up, then WTF? After like 10 mins, he never came up and I was getting choked, So Zeke said he was going back to the table, I followed, WTF. Not long after that we moved onto the next bad, which was called Daddy-O's. We were like the first ones in there and it was dead, but it picked up insanely after all the Party Hoppers arrived, there was alot of people, basically this bar was just to get loaded, and that we did. These chicks were going around and making you pretty much take shots, and wow we did like 10-20, We did alot, I mean we each did like 10-20. They weren't hard, they were smooth. They pulled a live band on and they played some classics, which was cool. Didn't seem like we were at that bar long and then we were outside on the bus. So on the bus me and Zeke met this chick from Ohio, she scene my shirt and thought I was from Ohio, talked to her for a bit. Kinda met a couple of people, met some guys from New York. Anyways we got off the bus this time at Senior Frog's Now this place looked different, It was actually hopping by the time we got there, So we got inside and we were talking with those guys from New York and I told the one guy to lead us out onto the dance floor, because that is where the action always is, once again Stevenson was nowhere to be found. Either way I was dancing it up, met some more people, Met this guy from BC, He was pretty funny. Finally though this chick was infront of Zeke, but he was moving really slowly, but I think I kinda pushed him to take it down, eventually he was griding with her, I was just happy at that point that we got something started, So I knew it was my time to take the lead and go out on my own, sometimes for me that is the best thing to do, I love being Wingman, but solo missions are where it is at, I find. So I started cruising but, it seemed that it was different, like that it wasn't going to happen, then out of nowhere this chick was dancing with this guy, and she came and moved my hat sideways, Alright. So I kept dancing and eventually I turned my hat backwards, I wasn't dancing with that chick anymore, I was out again solo, then out of nowhere she was there again, and this time, she moved my hat back to where she had it, Whatever, I kept dancing, then she grabbed my hat and took it and gave it to her friend, who was dancing with no other then ZEKE. Holy fuck what are the odds. Then she pushed her friend that was dancing with Zeke to dance with me, Wow, did I not wanna do that, i'm suppose to be the wingman here and this is happening, Zeke was giving me the happy face that he didn't care, but I knew he did and I told myself I would fuck this up as bad as possible becuase this ain't right. Either way she let go of me and went back to Zeke, YES. Mission Complete. At that point I figured I would just go back to what I was doing and find something, but my hat was gone. Damn. Either way it felt like 5 mins and they were calling us out to leave to the next bar. So I walked outside behind Zeke and his new lady friend and who else comes up and jumps on me, other then that chick that was dancing in the bar with that other guy. Wow, I was just in aww. So we started talking and she was saying how her friend was over with Zeke and I was like that is my friend, everything was just so coinsedental, almost like it was setup, I always think of a conspiracies and crap, wow I am out there. So I just kept talking to her as the bus arrived for the next bus, which was going to Coco Bongo's I had never been there and she had, so she said she would show me around. We got on the bus and everyone went wild over my shirt, Ohio, I started chanting buckeyes and everyone started too, it was really cool. We had to stand on the bus and well I just talked to her all the way there, she seemed really friendly, we got to the Coco Bongo and she grabbed my hand and told me to follow her, I was pretty clocked. So I abliged, we got to the back of the line and she was pissed that she was going to have to wait, and I told her, that she should just push because no one will get pissed, So she did, as we were going by people I was just saying sorry, and so on, and no one was getting pissed I was amazed, Once we get in, she told me she would show me around, and she did, we started off at the top and I was just grinding with her, while watching the show from the balcony, it was amazing, I don't know if it was the show or if it was just being with her, but it was unreal. She said that she wanted to go to the floor, So we walked down and we were right by the stage, the show was amazing for that point, I don't remember much of the show, but I won't forget her, that was the show, It was such a great time, we would go get drinks every so often, shooters, and the bartender would make her give me hooter shots, wow it was fun. Zeke and his lady friend we close to us, so it was basically us all around all night, finally as the night was dieing, She told me that she had a boyfriend that it wasn't going to go any further, I can't remember how I took it, but I do remember, that I felt pissed because I almost ruined my whole night, then I started to think that if she was all over me all night, that maybe I could change her way of thinking. We went back upstairs for another drink and well things seemed to be going smoothly, more shots, WOO. I remember giving five or cheering like everyone I passed by, I was having a great time. Then we went back downstairs and I remember Rocky came out, like they were playing Rocky music and some look alike was coming out. Then she wispered in my ear, i'll be right back, and out of plain view she walked up to like 3-4 guys and just started dancing with them, WTF? I was just in shock, I mean the whole night was going to great and then this, Did I fuck something up? What the hell was going on? All night long, and then this? I was just apauld, I stood there for a few minutes to feel my pride diminish and then I couldn't take it anymore, I mean, How can I stand here and take this? It was like being shot, I couldn't bear it, So I went upstairs, acted like nothing had happend, talked to that guy from BC for a bit, then I tried to find the exit, which proved to be more difficult then it looked, eventually found it, it was like a secret exit. On the outside it led into a mall, as I was walking out, a guy I met on the hopper from Austrailia was there and I started bullshit with him and he was saying how shitty of a night he had too. So on the way down the escalator, he was saying he was heading back to his resort and I said if he wanted to share a cab, I should of said nothing. We got into a cab and headed out, the cab driver was trying to hock some shit on us about going to a Whore House, I was in no fucking mood. I litterally wanted to kill someone, but somehow I was calm. The Austrailian guy was down and said that we had to go, but he had to get some money first, so we went, I didn't wanna get out of the car, but something told me too, I went in and we went down this shady back alley to a door which needed a password, he said some shit and we went inside. Inside me and this guy went into a room and women slowly started coming in, Of course they were beautiful, but I was really drunk, and I was like no fucking way. The pimp came in at the end and he is like so which ones you want, and I told him I had to get money, so the taxi driver followed me out and showed me where to go, he took me to a cash machine, and I was just like how the fuck am I going to get out of this, at first I was trying to actually get money and then I am like what the fuck are you doing? You have to think, finally I came up with a great idea, just put the wrong pin in, until he takes you home, So I did just that, he took me to another bank machine to try it there, No Dice. Eventually I made up an excuse that my roomate and I had swtiched cards, So he figured that we should go back to the hotel and get the right card, Finally he was talking some sense. We got back to the hotel and he said he would wait for me, I told him not tonight and to give me his business card and I would call him tommorow. He was kinda pissed but he figure I would call. Finally I was back at the resort, now back to what I really felt, coming in, it was pretty dead, and I was feeling the same, I went upstairs, and I was feeling so bad, I wanted to run my arm though the wall, I was so on the verge of doing it, the only thing that held me back, was thinking of what my brother would do, and that's excately what he would do, I held restraint, I walked back in the room and Stevenson was somewhat awake, I had tears in my eyes, He was drunk still, and I started to tell him about my night and he was like whatever, shut up. I was about to cry just telling him the story, at that point I went into the bathroom and stared in the mirror saying to myself, What did you do? I still never could figure that out. Walking out of the bathroom and laid in bed hoping that I would never awake. Pathetic. |
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| Alive Or Just Breathing |
[Dec. 28th, 2006|10:22 pm] |
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So I first awoke this morning from the knock at the door which turned out to be the cleaning lady. I felt like I awoke from a coma and had no idea where I was, but it turned out I was in my resort, totally out of it. I went back to sleep, I was way too out of it, to get up. I think Eric got up, actually he did, I couldn't find how he did it, but he did. Basically he didn't get as drunk as I got is all I could decipher. Either way, I passed back out again. Once again I awoke this time to the phone ringing, this time it was our travel assistant telling me that we missed our meeting at 9 AM, and wondered if we wanted to reschedule. I was feeling alot better and he told me that he would be there will noon and I think it was about 11, So I told him we would make it. Finally I got up to find Stevenson had gone back to bed, I got him up and called Zeke, thinking that he would be in the gym by now, he wasn't. He answered the phone as if he had been hit by a train. I told him the downlow and that we would meet him. Eventually we all met up and went and met the travel guide. He seem like a hellava guy, extremely friendly, I believe his name was Roberto, and his buddy was Rolex. (Great Name)Either way he told us the reason we weren't having as much fun is because everyone parties off resort. So we got him to set up some stuff. We got a Party Hopper for tommorow plus we are going to take Jet Skis out on the ocean, early like 9. And another Party Hopper for Saturday, followed up by Chitchiniza on Tuesday I believe. Once we got all that set up we headed for breakfast. Unreal, they were still open, In Cuba they closed breakfast at like 9, either way, all I wanted was water, I basically walked in there and drank like 8-10 cups of water. Then I tried to eat but couldn't I was really feeling like shit, Odd because I never felt like this in Cuba. We then headed upstairs after breakfast to go swiming, which we did, we promised that the trip would get better, only to be praying it would. Pretty much we sat in the pool for like 4 hours just recovering which made it about 4. For some odd reason we went back up to the room, which I can't remember why. Either way me and Zeke wanted to go swiming again and Eric was kinda down, but he said he would come down in a bit and meet up with us. So me and Zeke headed down to the pool which was dead already, five o'clock and already dead, What is going on? Sure the sun was going down, but where was everyone? Finally Eric arrived after a bit, telling us that we couldn't go Sea Dooing, which pissed me off because I was so hyped about it, He told us that we might be able to go later in the day, but we can't go in the morning, I mean I was feeling like shit, So the morning would of been the time to go. Either way we went and talked it over with Roberto and booked it for the next night, or atleast 3. Which was fine with me because it would just get me warmed up for Party Hopper, which I was hoping would save this trip. Later that night we went and got some food, seeing some more new arrivals, things were starting to look up maybe. So we figured we would sit by the bar again and maybe things would change. Still feeling like shit, there was not much that could make this night better other then getting smashed. Eventually in the night a guy came up to us asking us if we wanted to go get drunk at a bar, I was so down, but hurting so bad. I would of went but the other guys didn't wanna go, which was downing this party, or seemed to be. Finally by Midnight we decided to pack it in, we walked by the disco to see what was going on, and it seemed more hopping then the previous night, but once again. No one wanted to go. We went back to room, and I was in aww. What the fuck? This trip is already dieing, we need serious help, finally I remember saying to Stevenson, "A trip is what you make it" meaning that we have to establish contact or the whole trip is going to suck. I said my peace and went to bed, hopefully tommorow saves the trip. |
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| Once again. Day 1 |
[Dec. 27th, 2006|10:22 pm] |
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Once again I keep saying i'm going to post and I never do. Well i'm back this time to tell you about the amazing time I had in Cancun. I know that I really never got to post about Cuba, so this will be different this time. So yeah Cancun was absolutely amazing. The first night we got there sorta sucked, we got down there thinking it was going to be like Cuba, thinking that the party was at the resort, so we started drinking hard, pretty much trying to imitate Beerfest. And don't get me wrong the drinking was fun, but we never really met anyone, finally Zeke was drunk and he called over some MILF's or atleast he was drunk enough to think they were MILF's, they weren't that bad, they were from Chicago, from what I remember, they were also hungarian. Zeke then called over some bigger ladies. Basically Zeke was getting in the party mood, he just wanted to party, which meant meeting people. It never really went anywhere, the women we were talking to seemed pretty stuck up and well they were. Finally the night had dragged on enough that the bar closed, we of course weren't drunk enough by then and we had to find more beer, plus we wanted to dance, so we went to the disco. Wow was it hurting, maybe like 5-10 people in there, the good thing though is there was a bar. Which was news to my ears, Eric passed out in the stands of the coliseum, because it was a stadium look alike. Well I wasn't done, So I kept going hard, I really don't remember much, seemed kinda a haze, but I remember meeting some people, and remember Zeke left too, Finally I remember a guy giving a spliff but that the security guard was watching me down, so I gave it back to him, and finally he kicked us out of the disco and pretty much told us to go back to our room. So I don't know how I did it, but I somehow found my way back to the room which I don't remember how I did. And I passed out thinking, what have I done, Did I just waste all my money? I will post this on the 27th, even though its now the 6th, just to keep it somewhat in a timeline. |
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| Back, After Two Years In The Darkness |
[Dec. 7th, 2006|08:57 pm] |
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Nearly two years later I'm back. Quite unreal. I forgot my password and never really bothered searching for it, but for some odd reason I wanted to post again. Well let's see alot has happend, I have passed my first two years of my welding apprenticeship, which makes me have one year left. And then the dreaded B pressure test. I'm kinda worried about it, but people seem to believe that I can pass it which is giving me confidence in doing it. I'm now working with a new Journeymen, since last time I posted I was working with Barry, Wow that seems like yesturday, and well times change. As far as today, Not too much happend. Zeke went back to work today. Hard to believe when he comes back that we will be going to Mexico, Stevenson is coming too, which should make for a hellava time. We went to Cuba In 2005 and it was a great time. Wish I would of posted stories on that, but that is the past and well. Work was alright today, warm out and it went fast, another short day though, which seems not too be adding up. Kinda funny how this is working out, seems like if its not 12 hours then it is a short day, crazy. I Also went and got Zeke's Christmas present today, and ordered Marks gift. Funny how I enjoy christmas, its not about all the money I waste, its the thought of the present that gets me, I like to surprise people with gifts they won't expect but like, Zeke says he has something picked out for me and I can't seem to think what it is, and so does Marks, should make for a fun filled Christmas. Still unsure of what to get my brother yet, he is wiery and I can't read minds, also I don't spend that much time around him so I can't even guess what he wants. Far as my mom goes that is pretty basic, usually the same thing each year. And its always a reminder that don't ever stop working, that you have to make a life, its not going to be just handed to you like some other people. Well i'm out to hit the iron, thank god i'm back to that, crazy couple of years of me sitting on my ass and not doing much, but finally i've got some ambition again. Will post again soon. |
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| Long Time |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|05:08 pm] |
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I haven't posted in a long fucking time. Basically i'm posting because I was reading old posts. Well let's see how is life going now, Zeke is doing fine as usual, he is still working at CNR, and he bought a house by the highschool, nice place, i'm planning on moving in with him. Jay is smoking weed and wasting his money, but I guess he now has a girlfriend which will maybe straighten him out, or only bend his life further down. Nolan is still living in the city, working now at some grocery store and going to school as far as I know. I haven't talked to Darcy in well over 2 months, where is he? Now me, well i'm doing as I usually am, working insanely now, haven't had a day off in about a month and i'm really starting to get sick of Barry. I was in camp a week ago and some guys told me that is he starts walking on me and that if I don't stand up for myself that he will walk all over me, and right now i'm getting so sick of his shit that, i'm willing to quit, so he better start treating me with some respect. I'm probably going to camp tonight, but I dunno since Barry doesn't tell me shit, well we will see what happends next. |
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| No Work Yet |
[Sep. 7th, 2004|08:25 pm] |
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I guess I better update, This weekend there was concert in the city and everyone went down. I never had tickets and neither did zeke, me and him went down to maybe go, or just check out a flick, and thats what we did, we went to a movie but never ended up at the concert. I felt somewhat bummed, but whatever I knew that everyone would be there. I heard it was awsome and I knew that I would of been. Sunday I hit Jays and he was somewhat awake so he was intresting to talk to for once in a week. Talked about the concert and shit. It's still raining which means still no work, wondering if i'm ever going to work again. Monday not too much happend Mike came over and talked with me a bit about me moving in, I kinda want to, but man it's so sudden. He stopped by again today to tell me that him and Kyle were probably moving in like today and that I could basically come at any time because of the low rent and shit like that. Kinda talked it over with my mom and she was saying that she wants me to take this place over, i'm thinking that might be the better idea, if I ever get back to work. I'm kinda getting bored without work, its always fun, but i'm reaching the middle of the week and fun is just hitting again, so bordom will be leaving soon. |
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| No Work |
[Sep. 3rd, 2004|02:09 am] |
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Woke up this morning at about 11, was awoken by my mom telling me that Mike called, I shouldn't of cared, but I did, got up and called him back to find it was nothing big and that he was doing nothing, whatever. Started playing games till about 100 and then decided to go have a shower. Once I got out I got an unexpected call from Bryce saying that he wanted to go to the city with Mike and that he wanted me to go with him. I wasn't really down but whatever. They arrived at my house at about 230 as I was talking Jay, just as we were about to leave for the city, Zeke called, and I somehow conviced Bryce not to go to the city with Mike and that we would stay in town for a night or two. We basically hung out trying to get my network setup, which wasn't that difficult, played Rag and CS all night. Talked to Jay for a bit, but not much transpired. I kinda wanna go to this concert coming up, but I fucking hate the rook, well we will see. Wondering if i'll ever work again in this great weather we are having, I mean it hasn't stoped raining in over a week, whatever i'll hopefully get by. |
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| Racing Day |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|09:08 pm] |
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Just got back from the city today, went down Saturday night, we hung out and did not too much, stayed up insanely late playing games not doing much. Sunday hit, we were suppose to be up at 830, but I didn't get up till 1030, Kyle was suppose to be at Bruce's by then, but he still had not arrived, he arrived not too long later and we got on our way to Budwiser Park. It took us nearly 300 hours to find the place because Kyle never knew where he was going. Once we first got there, I felt a little out of place but it was growing on me insanely, so many nice cars and they were so fast. We didn't get to see it all because it started raining, I was really pissed off, but I would go back again. After that we hit Bruce's again, I called home to find that Barry had called and that he needed me to come back for work, I was worried, so I tried to find a ride back, after not finding one I had to call Barry and tell him I wasn't making it back, but he said it might not happen anyway and to call him when I get back. Woke up the next day to find that we had to stay nearly all day just for Von to give Bruce a check, I called Barry at about 6, because we still hadnt left yet and he said no work again, so i dunno. |
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| DRAGS SUNDAY |
[Aug. 28th, 2004|11:40 am] |
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All right, work yesturday licked ass, we basically had to dig about 5 holes, to look for some pipe. We dug all five, took us till a little after 1, and we found NOTHING. After we did that we had to use a ditcher to make a ditch between all our holes, we ditched it all to find we snapped the waterline twice, once again it was marked in the wrong spot. We fixed the lines and buried all the new cable for this grand clock that was going in, what a waste of time. After work I was praying work wouldn't call so I could go to the drags Sunday. By 9 o'clock no one called, so I said fuck this, i'm going out. We hit Vaughns first to try and go to Riverside, because there was suppose to be a kick ass party out there. Things changed though, instead we stayed at Vaughns and drank there all night, it was pretty good some good drinking games and some damn good laughs. We had to leave early because Jay had to go home he was feeling sick, and I was much ablidged because I really didn't wanna drink anymore. I went to bed not expecting work to call, got up at about 630 to take a piss and found work still hadn't called, which was good. The phone woke me up at about 1100, thinking it was work I had to see who it was, and it was nobody, but it said on the phone that Barry called at 930, FUCK. Hit the answering machine to see that he just needed a hand for a bit, but it was no biggy, right after that I called work to see if anything was going on and if I could hit the city, they said No Problem. Damn good. DRAGS SUNDAY |
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| Work Tommorow |
[Aug. 26th, 2004|11:00 pm] |
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Well its nearly Friday, and I just realized that I really did nothing this week, whatever, what else would of I done? Work? Been over at Jay's nearly everynight, just hanging out, trying to improve that relationship, make it stronger as it seemed it was wearing thin. Upgrading my comp a couple of weeks ago I think was a hellava idea, since no work means lots of free time. Called work today and they told me that not too much was going on and that I might not work till Monday. That was fine with me, but after I called them I got a call back asking me to go to work tommorow. I'm sure it will be for just one day, but whatever that's fine with me, I kinda want the weekend off, but whatever, i'll just go with the flow. |
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| Fuck All, Happening |
[Aug. 25th, 2004|11:48 am] |
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Lets see I haven't worked in a couple of days, so not too much to post, I've been off all week, basically just been hanging around home playing games, went over to Jay's Sunday night, wasn't too bad, didn't seem pissed or anything, we bullshitted till about 1 and then I came home because I was tired. Monday I stayed home all day, played games, didn't do too much, didn't go out either. Yesturday I hit Jay's at about 3 took me that long to get ahold of him, Went over there and hung out till the Rook arrived, and basically I felt like the Rook was more important, so basically just fucked off and am contiplating going over there again. I dunno if this is pride factor or what, but I dunno what i'll do, well i'll figure it out. |
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| Damn Fun |
[Aug. 22nd, 2004|09:06 pm] |
Well that was a different weekend I guess, I got home from work at about 2:30 and Bryce was waiting outside my house, I never called him, because I was questionable wether I wanted to go or not. But either way we left soon as he arrived, we hit the city at about 5-6, went to his house and called up Kyle to come in, Carrie called Bryce's looking for me, I never wanted to talk to her, and that should of been a indication to her that I never wanted her at all, but no. Kyle arrived at about 830 and he brought his girlfriend, so at that point we all started to get drunk, and we took some pretty funny pics and all passed out at about 130, we finished off a flat and some.
Saturday, we went to get Garrett's new tires and that went well and we went shopping for a bit, I wasn't going to buy much, but I got a mic for CS, because that was always fun. We basically did nothing Saturday night, just played games all night, Kyle and his Women passed out at about 1000, it wasn't much of a drinking night. Got a not bad sleep that night, but still felt like I needed more.
Sunday, pissed around Bruce's a little more, playing games and then we hit the game store, everyone bought stuff but me. Not that I don't have money, but what do I need? Kyle basically booked it at that point, We stuck around for a little longer, me and Garrett playing games till about 4 and at that point we booked it home. I came home to find that Carrie showed up at my house and she also called me WTF? Man she is going to far, whatever i'll just keep blowing her off, hopefully she gets the hint to go back to Fort Mac alone. It may of sounded like a boring weekend, but it was damn fun. |
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| That's Life |
[Aug. 19th, 2004|10:39 pm] |
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What happend today, not too much, Barry arrived late, picked me up at 830, im still marking down from 800 because I waited for his ass for almost a half hour. Went to work still thinking all about the weekend and how much its going to suck, but got over it and concentrated on work, we did really well today and got alot of welding in, I felt like I was hitting a groove and I think Barry was happy about it. Towards the end of the day, it seemed I was swinging out of it though. At the end of the day, a bunch of the guys got talking about the weekend and they were saying how they were getting it off, so it seemed like I would be too. But so far that is still questionable, because Barry was acting like we were working, but he likes to joke so I dunno. After work I hit Jays and he seemed bored and probably because I got over there at about 800 and since he had the whole day off to get bored, I can see why he was bored. Either way he seemed to be somewhat bored so he was just playing his game with the music cranked and I just went about my shit. Came home at about 930 and came on MSN to find this chick that I used to go to school with isanely hitting on me, and I now felt in like Kara's position, because I really don't want this chick but I don't wanna lead her on, and I don't wanna shut her down. Either way, i'm thinking of hitting the city tommorow, if I get back early enough, but I don't wanna ditch the APL party, because I will feel like an asshole, well whatever presents it self, happends. That's life |
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| Another Day At The Office |
[Aug. 18th, 2004|10:38 pm] |
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Well I woke up at 530 to go to work once again, early rise a little later tommorow though. Found out half way through the day that I wouldn't be getting Friday off like I though I would be which sucks instead they want us to work half days and go to this party after words, Fuck that, they wanna eat up all my time and then they expect me to hang out with them? Negative. Go to home today at about 630, not too bad. And I found on the phone that Jays house called, so I called him right back saying you called me as I talked to Jay, and he said he didn't call me, wierd then I thought it might of been Kara, which I later found out it was. Got to Jay's and just as I pulled in, Kyle Ramey showed up. Haven't seen him in a damn while, so we go to bullshitting and time was flying by, told him that I had to go and I went inside to find Kara wanting me to fix her car, I took a quick look at it and told her I could probably fix it, but it would take me a bit of time, she basically said fuck it and that she didn't really care that much, in one way I felt relief in another way I felt like she was pissed off at me. But whatever, this feeling was starting to get old anyway, after that me and Jay went for a drive to Boyle to see the Baker, Now i'm not a big fan of this guy, don't get me wrong I don't mind him, but I basically just went for the drive, bullshitted with him for a bit and came home, and now i'm here playing the CS beta for HL 2. |
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| Better Day |
[Aug. 17th, 2004|09:38 pm] |
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Alright i'll finish off what I didn't last night. Kara and I got talking and we talked for a good while and she admitted to me how she lead me on the entire relationship for nothing, but she really didn't want to be in a relationship, instead she wanted a friendship, and she started saying other crap that would get the normal person mad, but for some reason I wasn't, anyways at the end of the conversation I said that I would still come over and attempt to fix her car, and she was totally stunned by this comment. She said how anyone else would of told her to fuck off, but she did not expect to hear what I said. Either way she was really happy the way I played things and I told her I would be over today. So I hit work today and it wasn't too bad, it went by quite fast, almost too fast as in we had to work insane overtime. I didn't get home till 730 which sucked ass, because I really didn't want to go out at this point. So I called Jay's up and Kara picked up. Now all day I was thinking about what she was going to say or what I was going to say as in wether she was actually pissed off about the previous night or what, or if she thought that I had no self esteem and that she could use me some more, or maybe she realized how nice I actually am. Either way talking to her she seemed happy to talk and I told her that I wasn't going to be able to make it tonight because of my late arrival and she seemed to understand which made things so much better. After talking to her I talked to Zeke and said there was not much going on, as there wasn't, I felt kinda guilty because he hasn't been out in a bit, but he didn't care, and now I think i'm going to play some games. |
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| Long Story Short |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|10:03 pm] |
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Went to the city today with Zeke, I tried to bring Jay with us early in the morning, but he sounded like he wanted to be an asshole, like I told him to call me back, but he never did. So Zeke arrived at about 1020 and we hit the city, on the way there we were talking about what happend the night before and how we were mad, but sooner or later they will come crawling back, if they were truely mad at us. We got to the city at about noon and went and picked up Bryce to hit some comp stores so I could get some shit for my comp, after which we hit a movie. The Mancurian Canidate, it was different and i'm saying it was alright. After the movie we took Bryce back to his place to get his car so he could drive home and we could go to a party that Von was having. We went inside Bryce's for a bit and then on the way out Bryce was standing in the middle of the street waiting for us as we were leaving, and this was odd, so we were wondering what the fuck was going on. He told us that his car got broken into and that all his windows were smashed, now Bryce isn't one to lye about that kinda shit so we checked his car, to find his back driverside window smashed and his passerger side window shattered, and his mp3 deck was gone. He was pissed, we had to hit the cop shop before we left the city and as we were leaving the cop shop we noticed that the genious who broke the window left some blood on the vehicle, and the cops weren't doing shit about it. So whatever we came back to town and hit Von's, me and Zeke were still pissed at Jay and them so we weren't telling them shit. After about a hour at Von's we decided to hit a kegger that Blaquier was holding, which was a great and bad move. The party was insanely awsome, there was so many people there that I hadn't seen in so long, which made me step up into my insane party mood, Von gave me this insanely huge cowboy hat and I stood out like a sore thumb, but hell thats me. There was JD, Ryan Parrot, Tim Knopp, fuck everyone was there, it was rocking. We also ran into Jay and Nolan at the party, and we held our indescrepaces and we patched all things up and we are all friends again, and they know not to fuck with us like that again, because they know how mad me and Zeke both got. Either Way at about 3 we decided to call it a night and we left the party once Zeke went to drop me off he thanked me for taking him to this party, because he wasn't going to go, and that meant alot to me. I got in the door and went straight to bed it was about 330 and I had to start at 6. Woke up at about 635 didn't even realize I turned the clock off, I was in a panic at that point ran over to ken's to get my lunch to find Barry already there, I was shitting my pants, told him that I had to get my coveralls on and he would meet me at my house so he did, he knew I tore one on last night and he was going to bug me all day for it, on the way there I was nearly passing out and he started shaking this marker as a sign that he was going to mark me up, which was kinda funny to everyone else but me, it was sorta a easy day, but felt like death for me, all day all I wanted to do was get home and go to sleep, but when I finally got home I wasn't, I must of hit my second wind either way all I wanted to do was get my new comp crap running, I finally did. But the keyboard wouldn't work, which is why it took so long to write back, either way, got it running today, it was a too old of a keyboard, can you believe that? I got my somewhat new one from Jay and hung out over there today, now I seem to be in an insane chat with Kara about why our relationship never worked because I sorta cut her down because she was making out with some guy on the dance floor last Friday, and I guess she just met the guy. But she is saying otherwise, either way more for tommorow. |
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| This Changes Everything |
[Aug. 14th, 2004|09:25 am] |
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Last night may of been armmageddon or something, after work called everyone up to go to the cabin as it was planned, since I had Saturday off, it seemed like a good play. Called up Jay and he mentioned that the ROOK was coming, now i'm not a big fan of this kid, but whatever he can come out if he wants. Zeke showed up and I mentioned that he was coming and he was kinda mad, but he never really shows it. So he decided that he should only drive so that there would only be room in his truck for us since, he knows the rook is a slob and would dirty one of our seats, like he did to me earlier. We should up at Zekes and told them to go get food and Alcohol and we would meet back at Jays. Once we got alcohol we decided that we would go straight out there and that they would meet us out there, and it seemed like a good idea. Me and Zeke arrived at the Cabin around 730 I believe and we got a fire and shit ready and realised that they hadn't shown up at it was about 9, so we drove to a pay phone and called them, they were on the deck drinking and said they weren't coming, man I was furious, we got back to the cabin and I started slamming Vodka, and I don't normally drink Vodka. After a couple of drinks me and Zeke decided that we were going to crash this party and see what the fuck was going on. On the way there my rage was just being fueled to ram Nolan through the goddamn lawn. We arrived and decided to sneak up and see what the fuck was going on before we did anything, we got by the party and realized that only Nolan was outside and then suddenly they all showed up and we decided to just keep sneaking around and listening in on what they had to say, finally after about a hour Zeke got caught and I just decided to be a idiot and get caught too, go to the party and started yelling at them both about where the fuck they were and why the fuck they didn't come, but they didn't seem to care and now it seems like they don't even wanna hang out anymore or so I said fuck this, i'm going, got up and left. Came home and wondered what the fuck just happend, and thought what should I do, I made up in my mind that I gotta go back, so I got up and went back to find out what the fuck was going on, I just snuck up again and listened and questioned wether I should jump into the party or not, never did, walked away thinking this will change everything. |
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